I am Strong.. I believe in myself & I will not give up.. Watch m e Here's just a few ways I have felt literally for many many many years now & I now realise..I have just been getting in my own way! Self Conscious.. Shame.. Self-Focused on my own pain & other peoples behaviours.. Disgust & Embarrassment.. No t being Enough.. Self Critical & Ashamed I know.. I really have not helped myself one bit..So much for turning down those child counselling sessions.. Instead I resorted to writing in my diary..which I recall, being scented. And it had a lock & key (lost that years ago, feel for whoever may have found that)! I think it was a present either from my parents or aunt. I'm not sure when..but at some point I stopped writing. A very close friend of mine recently said to me the reason why I am spoken to or sometimes treated like a victim by others is because that's how they see me. Those wo...